Thursday, December 14, 2006

Update



So alot has been going on lately! I've found out alot. Hopie is still in her condition, im in mine, and ash is in her's. I found out that I have to get surgery December 22(next friday). Oh joy, i will have to stay the night there too kinda scared. everything will be ok though. I also have a job now, i start work this coming week I will train this coming week then come back to work 2-3weeks later. well i got lots to do so have a good day!

Monday, December 04, 2006

Walked Away


If you just walked away What could I really say? Would it matter anyway? Would it change how you feel? But everything changesIf I could turn back the yearsIf you could learn to forgive me Then I could learn to feel, Sometimes the things I say In moments of disarray Succumbing to the games we play To make sure that it's real. When it's just me and you. Who knows what we could do. If we can just make it through The toughest part of the day. Stay here together And we could Conquer the world If we could Say that forever Is more than just a word. If you just walked away What could I really say? Would it matter anyway?. It wouldn't change how you feel.

Please pray I have something that is going to be very hard for me to do but I know I have to do it. Please pray for strength for me! Thank you all for always keeping me in your heart!

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

The Week


Ok so this has been a very tough weird crazy sad week. There has been so much that has happened in my life in a matter of a week. Im not going to get all into it but all I can say is pray. I have made some bad desicions maybe some good but mostly more of heartbreaking ones. I am getting through it, it is very hard but the lord is on my side. I have learned that it is ok to be alone because someone made me notice that you really arnt ever alone. God is always with you and if you need anyhting he is there for you. I have also noticed that I have hurt people around me by my mistakes. It doesnt matter if it was little things or if you did these things a long time ago, you still can hurt the ones you love by anything you do. You need to use your brains before you decide to do what was planned. All that I can do now is just keep praying and hope that things work out, and we mature more.

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

Back In Time


Lets take a trip back in time: This was my baby Last March! He was so sweet!! Where did he go? HAHA

To answer that question it’s probably Cortney. That girl she’s a funny one, she’s she a smart one, she’s a beautiful one, she will laugh at you saying favorite wrong, she puts dresses on you. She gets angry when you don’t put on your windshield wipers, she gets mad if you almost rear-end a car, and she gets mad if you almost hit a semi even though it pulls out in front of you, but is she really mad? Nope she aint, ill look over there and she will be trying to act like she is but then she starts smiling. I try to act like I get mad to but I start smiling, it can’t be done. She may act mad but she never is, why, who knows it’s just crazy. In all of this she will make you laugh and not make you cry, she will make you happy and not make you sad, she will make you feel wanted and not like you are not, she will wake you up even though you don’t want to wake up, she will make you smile and not frown, she will make you glad and not mad, she will make you feel important and not like you are a nobody, she will make you stay awake and not fall asleep, she helps you be yourself and not someone else, yes indeed she does all of these things, that’s why I love hangin out with her. I couldn’t ask for anymore. Well I could go on longer but it would take up some space, so ya’ll have fun and stay classy.

Monday, November 06, 2006

Forgiveness


There is no revenge so complete as forgiveness.

It is easier to forgive an enemy than to forgive a friend.

Forgiveness means letting go of the past.

One forgives to the degree that one loves.

Always forgive your enemies - nothing annoys them so much.

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

School


School has been awesome here latley! I got my classes changed and that is good.

This is me and my girlies at school!We had to dress up for halloween. Ashley was the Queen of Hearts, I was a kitty Cat and Daisy Duke half of the day(but we wont show those pictures). Desiree a bunny, lyssa jail bait, Vikki a Vampire Nurse, and Danny a School girl! We had so much fun! It was just like NO SCRUBS! I love those days! My girls are so cool though, it is so funny how you just make such good friends with people and feel like you've known them your whole life . I dont know maybe that is just what I think! Well I am going to stay at Amys tonight so I kinda got to get over there! Love you all!

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Heres idk pictures








Meme and Cortney Fun Pictures!

I Love My Bestest Friend!